Right now, I am supposed to be reflecting quietly. Reflecting on this theme of "Yes." I am thinking back to all the times I have said "no" instead. For whatever reason, I cannot think of the times I have said yes, but I can remember the times I have said "No." Probably not a good thing.
Or maybe I say yes often, too? I don't know. I do know that I want to say "yes" to the Lord more. Daily I want to say yes to my death and yes to the resurrection through Jesus. I have a sick heart. I know it. I know when people are well. I can see it. When people are just full of life. There is something fresh about them, something that reeks of life. They have died. They have been resurrected. Its such a joyful thing to see...to have. I long for that resurrection. I long for that death.
Renew me, Lord. Kill the sin in me. Save the sinner I am.
