Certainly, I am unsure of what to write at this very moment. I am also unsure of how I am supposed to lead this small group that I am in with a bunch of people from church. Somehow I have tricked them into coming back week after week. They think they are coming to hear about the Lord. That's not true. They are coming to hear a sinner talk about his Lord. About how he loves Him so much. And yet I fail show it in who I am.
I am supposed to be different by now! I have been following Him for a while now! Why am I unchanged! I long to be changed, Lord!
Allow me to change you.
Lord,
I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you.
Amen.
My beloved,
You're accepted. Accepted. Accepted. Accepted.